26/7/2008

i feel down..
because a lot of bad things are happening..
to me..
and to many of my friends..

everyones caught up in their situations..
and i wish i could help them..
i wish i could help myself..

some people find it hard to openly express how they feel..
afraid, maybe.. or just proud.. which is only human to do..
some try to feel better by laughing and telling jokes.. in vain..
and some just dont want to let other people down..
which is good.. but not right..
because everything stays inside..

but like what i said in my previous post..
i live my life an open book..
and i dont think its wrong to tell someone i feel down..
its.. only human.. after all..

wel, thats that..
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today was quite a day..

woke up early..
crazy.. haha..
had to fry lots of stuf for youth..
meat balls, nuggets, sausages..

fried and fried and fried..
but it was fun.. got my mind off alot..



look, i even botherd to take a picture..
fruits of labour.. (yes, im proud.. leave me alone.. lol..)

we set up the 'refreshments' late..
but we saw everyone coming.. they got the hint.. lol..

messed up the drinks tho,
haha.. forgot to bring the container..
so we called kat.. btw, thanks kat..
she had a little collapsible one..
but it had a whole at the bottom..
we learnt that the hard way.. yeah..
thanks kat..

but at the end, drinks were served.. :)
well.. more or less..


everything was prepared in a rush.. messed up through the whole thing..
love it when that happens..
because amidst all the panic and excitement theres so much fun
haha..

its not that i dont feel down now..
im not trying to hide or cover it up..
but it feels good, to give.. you know?
watching them eat.. chat.. laugh..
gets me everytime..

i wish i was there sometimes, but i think my place is behind the counter..
threw in a bottle of thai chilli 2..
that sold out fast..
i love thai chilli..