feelings...

haih

im so mixed now...

i feel happy..

coz so many ppl r back..

my sis, ashley, charmaine, lauranne, um.. sze rong..

michelle.. thats all i can remember at the moment.. sry if i misd any1 out..

Thank God 4 frens 2..

especially those CW ppl ive known 4eva.. shud hv taken more time 2 no each 1 a lil more..

i feel tired...

its after christmas n so much 4 the christmas spirit...

well, its not that i hate it.. its just that it really gets kinda routine sometimes..

or

maybe its just me, i duno.. u tel me..

i feel scared...

2mrw im climbing Gunung Nuang...

ive done it b4... but dis time im carryin a 10kg load

(well, suppose 2.. anyways..)

n i hvnt packed.. haihz...

but what im really afraid is doing Gunung Tahan on Feb...

the thing is.. its not gona b the usual 4 day upward hike with no water source save a lil brooke..

were gona play hero n decend a longer way.. 2 top it all of, we'll even take the detour 2 the waterfall.. 9 DAYS all 2gather..

Tahan has always been my dream.. seriously..

its just that i nvr imagined accomplishing it this way..

i feel um... wierd..

well, someone actually found my blog..

n if he/she s reading it now.. u might realize now that im talkin bout u...

i feel exposed.. striped.. naked..

my hearts thoughts all pourd out.. now read by U?

think ill change my url..

n my hp

n my ic

n my adress

hell, its just a couple of posts.. haha

i feel tired.. (again)

so many emotions concentrated 2gather..

its just unhealthy.. i no..

guess im just bad at expressin how i feel..

guess its just a guy thing.. or izit just ME?

do i need help?

well.. my aunts a psychiatrist.. ill c her..

if u need me

ill b in Taman Bahagia..

hey blogging IS therapeutic..