i always visit this page, i really do..
and i just keep wondering..
"will this blog ever be updated?" its then that it hits..
I'm suppose to update it..

isn't it much like life?
where its you re responsibilities that you run away from?
when you have time, you dont spend it doing what you have to?
what you should?
from a Christian perspective, i mean...
look, no criticism, just conviction..
God gave us a sword to fight with, and all other means necessary..
skills, money, talents, all other means...
then what are we waiting for? all hell to break loose?
and we keep praying
revival, Lord, revival..
and we expect someone else to do it..

hey,
have you ever looked at someone wearing contact lens before?
i don't know why, but its so interesting...
and i don't mean the awkwardness of an Asian with blue eyes,
but yeah, that IS awkward.. who're you trying to kid?
i cant seem to take my eyes off the eyes of anyone with contacts, its like there's this depth inside that's infinite, and I'm trying to find its end..
NO, its not a turn on, haha.. and its not an obsession and i wont pull someones face to mine just for the sake of eye contact..
its just really nice to look at..

i got this new camera..
no its not a DSLR, wish it was..
its just a point and shoot.. but its still fun..
i had to buy it.. for my com tech assignments..
it didn't cost anywhere near a dslr.. but its still a bomb to me.. yeah, despite cny..
sacrifice..

you know, brown has a thing for me..
no kidding.. i don't know why either.. every time i get something.. its brown..
I'm not that choosy with colours..
fact is, i don't care much about them.. well, unless its something really weird like pink, or purple..
i go more for the quality of what i buy.. and the price, of course..
and its somehow always brown..
my wallet, hand phone..
and now, my camera.. haha..
yeah..

speaking of my com tech assignments,
i think these white lecturers really have a thing against us Asians..
how can you have so much assignments on CNY?
as a matter of fact.. how can you have ANY assignments on cny?
but what they give is what we do..

"yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. That's why its called the 'present'."

well, in short...
i have no idea what to publish on my blog..
so i got everything I'm thinking of..
but hey, its a post right?

i think ive got a tag by someone im suppose to do..
but i forgot about it..
maybe ill find it..
or just continue forgetting about it..

now I'm thinking of what you're thinking..

A Lil Reminder That...

.. God loves even the least of these..

No, i dont intend to insult..
Rangers had a council fire and sam and i planned it.. it went well..
we dressed up and decorated.. with welcome gifts and torches and props and all..

and i told my story.. of red sloppity lips and long green fingers.. yeah..

im reminded that youre not suppose to smile just because youre serving.. its the serving that makes you smile..

no pics

.. I didnt get here by my own strength..

..neither am i gona run solely on it.

Council of Achievement..
got my GMA, finally......

yes, im trying my bestest best not to brag here..
But i sincerely thank God for this.. for sending the people he sent, for saying the words he did, when i needed it..

im nothing but for the work of God in my life.. work(-still)-in-progress..

.. Gods still always here, you just need to look close enough..

you need to need him bad enough..

This Is Now

youth camp this year was in a nutshell.. refreshing..
not up to par as compared to previous years, bluntly.. but certainly much needed..
i dont mean to complaint.. committee did brilliantly.. and exhaustively too..

did you see a new generation rising? it is hope rekindled..

oh and i got to be first aid..
wohoo..

personally.. theres only one thing i needed most at this time..
and thats direction.. and i found it, God, vaguely.. but its there..

its just college, i guess.. it rips you apart..
Like two sides of a cut, pulled apart instead of pressured to stop the blood..

.. God works in funny ways..

Daniel Angs farewell.
seein all those alpha kids (i know i shouldnt be calling you that, young adults..) watching the movie together, being noisy and messy and wacky and all that..

which makes you think of how their gona be as leaders..
which makes you think of how that noisiness and wackyness.. pause, i think the right word is MTB-ism.. can be used to 'impact our generation'
which spins that doubt all the way around into excitement to what God's promises hold..

the noisy bald guy is finally gone..
lol.. just kidding..

.. the Greeks miss out one more kind of love..

for mountains..
well, theres phileo, storge, eros and agape.. for parents, friends, lovers, and love unconditional respectively.. but none for things or arts..

but i guess its under agape.. unconditional of WHAT you love.. lol.. dont listen to me..

Spent Christmas in Cameron Highlands.. and climbed Gunung Brinchang with my cousins.. and caroling.. and we ate and ate and ate.. haha.. i need to lose weight now.. new years resolution.. definitely..

met new people too.. like um.. Kum Loong, and Reitter and Steffi, and Chris Cooper, and Brian and Ryan, i reckon i got half the names wrong..

and bumped into old faces.. haha.. stereostatic wayne, and joyce and jacqueline whom i nvr knew were cousins.. fancy that..

.. i have a blog, and it needs updating..

and will be updated.. soon..

oh yeah.. got my results back...

and i wana thank God for it.. (which is kinda ironic coz its all the way down here..)

i passed all my subjects.. haha.. Whoo..

well.. its 2a's and a.. yeah, pass..

(no prize for guessin which subject..)

amen!!

i look to the hills, where does my help come from?..

God, grant me the grace to except the things i cant change
and the balls to change what i can..

i hate the rain..
just hate it..
i got drenched getting in the bus..
and just when i thought i was dry and safe,
i got wet getting out..
cant the bus driver stop at the shelter?

woke up late somemore..

but most of my work is done, thank you God..
exams in 2 weeks.. and NO study break..

..my help comes from the Lord, creator of heaven and earth.."

of a birthday..

SUNDAY:

Me and Kah Leong, (or preferably known as "Phillip"):

Hey, Jims birthday on tuesday.. right? want to do something?
Like what?

We buy him lots and lots of coke..

Or we do belanja dinner at chillies la..

or both?

LOL.. cutting the long story short..
my idea didn't materialize..

neither did his.. well, it did partially..
It ended VERY Royal Rangers like..

So, where to eat la?
(Ngeow) Somewhere with free-flow of coke..?

Chillies?

Mc-D la..

Know what we did?

we all ordered medium and gave him a large..

Yes, that IS a candle..

And just because it was his birthday we all ordered what he did..

Sam, what cake is Tim buying?

duno..

wait, it better not be Chocolate Indulgence or Chocolate Banana.. sick of it already la..

Chocolate Banana

Jim & Jamie..

Cake cutting..

Jamie & Jim listening to Tims story bout..

haha.. something laa..

The Lams..

Tim & SamSoong

Happy Birthday, Cmdr..

from your 'Ranger boys'..

another tag..

1. Would you marry for money?

nope, only girls do..

2. Have you had braces?

nope, im suppose to.. but im waiting for technology to make it obsolete

3. Could you live without a computer?

Who can?

4. If you could live in a different decade which would it be?

Im happy where i am..

5. Do you drink enough water?

i drink like.. 3 cups a day.. lunch, dinner and when i realise im really dehydrated..

6. Do you wear shoes in the house or take em off?

take off..

7. What are your favorite fruits?

love'em all..

8. What is your favorite place to visit?

i want to go to the foot of Mt. Kinabalu.. theres the wind and the view and the stars at night..

9. Are you photogenic?

haha.. cameras hate me..

10. Do you dream in color or black and white?

i only notice the colour when it seems to matter..

11. Why do you take surveys?

because i want to make a stand and change the world

lol..

12. Do you drink alcohol?

i have drank, but i dont 'drink'

13. What is the most beautiful language?

body language.. ;)

14. Do you like being kissed when you are asleep?

dont disturb me when i sleep...

15. WHAT do you like MOST: Sunrise or sunset?

both, rather equally..

16. Do you want to live until you're 100 yrs old?

feeling young and healthy? yeah..

otherwise? id rather die..

17. Is a flat stomach important to you?

when i get one ill find out..

18. What body part of the opposite sex is sexiest?

the heart.

haha.. okay.. very cheesy.. i know..

19. When watching scary movies are the lights on or off?

OFF

20. Do you believe in magic?

define 'magic'..

21. Do you believe in ghosts?

define 'ghost'..

22. Do you like to watch cartoons?

its alright.. you can never really be too old for them, can you?

or is it just me?

23. At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real?

never thought he was.. always knew he was just another fairy tale.. like me..

wait..

24. Do you write poems?

yeah, if you read Roald Dahl and Dr.Seuss, you would too..

25. Do you snore?

haha.. i snore i roll over i have 1-way conversations i have 2-way conversations i walk around i change clothes i take a piss (in the toilet, mind you) i get milk (from the fridge)

the whole package, depending on how tired i am..

26. You sleep more on your back, front,or sides?

on my back..

27. Would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler?

Rottweiler..

28. Are you basically a happy person?

im happy

29. Are you tired?

yeah..

30. Did you drink anything with caffeine?

dyou know who youre tagging?

31. How do you take your coffee?

by the gallons..

32. How many landline/cellphones do you have in your house?

4

33. Do you get along with your parents?

most of the time..

34. Do u smoke?

nope

35. Do you have a kitty?

nope, mom says cat shit stinks more than dog shit..

i had a dog..

Duke..

36. Have you ever had a birthday party?

nope...

37. What do you do when you're sad?

ask God, "why laaa?"

38. What do you need most now?

(sigh)

39. What song are you listening to now?

honestly? the printer beside me making noise..

40.what are you craving right now?

thai fried rice from Orange

good stuff

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i havent been lazy..

infact, i think i have 3 draft posts..

i just dont know what to blog i guess..

lol..

Everyone says CIMP is the coolest pre- course..

well, everyone from other courses, at least..

maybe its because they think the stress is spread out throughout the sem..

actually, it doesnt really feel that way..

it feels like the pressure is more constant

always switched on..

than other courses..

like when youre running..

the moment you stop, its hard to pick up again..

everyone knows that..

im going to go now..

im in the library

which is being renovated..

so its noisy..

bye..

IMPRESSED
Got a message from my cousin, Tania..
Brian, her brother, created the
WongFamilyTreeHouse website..
lol.. were goin online man..

its good, because having 7uncles, 7Aunties and..
what, 19 cousins? isnt easy to follow up with..

which makes me wonder what this is going to turn into..

UNSATISFIED
CIMP Talent Night was just plain boring..
most of them were just unentertaining.. especially the one's we had most expectations in..
like the SIS Idol winners and the Stereostatics Project band..
but..

Justin did great with his act.. really cool hip hop routine ending with a romantic suprise dance with his girl..

and Jowee was touching with her heart felt, self-composed song on the piano..

but my vote goes to the "Evolution of Dance" guy.. he got the moves AND the balls.. lol..

RELIEVED
MDM presentation is finally over..
and it didnt go as bad as i thought it would..

see, we were suppose to do it on tuesday..
but we didnt pass up a copy of our slides to the teacher the day before..
so when we were in front and dressed up and ready to deliver....
he slots us in for thursday..

it went good though.. good enough..
managed to pull my act together...

FRUSTRATED
i cant find my wire..
that means no photos..

gtg.. cant miss the bus, again..

i need to post something or ill become too lazy and give up which i dont want to so yeah here we go..

really got nothing to much to say..
i mean..

there WAS NTC and how fun and educational and torturous it was..
and there was celebrating Raya with Sam in his car after NTC with Lemang and Rendang..
there was the family gathering in Aunty Peng's house with fireworks and all.. and how we all watched Mamma Mia together.. after having that hi-tea in Shangri-la..
there was celebrating my bday early because my sister was around in chilies..
there was the pmr visitation in donald's house which was pretty cool..
there was that and more.. with pics too..

well, as for the pics.. next time la..
(i cant wire it up now.. cant find the wire..)
and im busy busy busy..

there.. one post..