here i was back then

i was suppose to be back from Endau Rompin today

i don't know why i chose not to go

no, i do

assignments

now I'm sick and

I'd like to think of it as a "man cold"

maybe its because i didn't go serve

in the hike and God's punishing me

no, He wouldn't do that, would He

but I'm really feeling it now

headaches, stomach aches,

flu, fever, and a killer sore throat

it may be the weather

rain and sun and rain and rain and sun

or maybe its the cup noodles i had after IMU life group

mixed with instant mash potatoes

i think its that

i thank God for my presentation marks though, its really good

and i got two of my mid term results, before the mid of my term

I'm happy with them

but Ive got stacks of assignments to get done

and redone

I'm getting lazy again, barely finishing what I'm suppose to

you know what i do when I'm in this kinda situation

just drop everything and do something i want

just me, what i want

of course i have to keep in mind the time so i can pick your work up again after having fun

but that's what I'm doing now

I'm sick and tired and stressed out and frustrated at myself

but it happens, and it'll pass and everything will be alright again

just

take that time off

oh, what do you think of the new layout?

i always visit this page, i really do..
and i just keep wondering..
"will this blog ever be updated?" its then that it hits..
I'm suppose to update it..

isn't it much like life?
where its you re responsibilities that you run away from?
when you have time, you dont spend it doing what you have to?
what you should?
from a Christian perspective, i mean...
look, no criticism, just conviction..
God gave us a sword to fight with, and all other means necessary..
skills, money, talents, all other means...
then what are we waiting for? all hell to break loose?
and we keep praying
revival, Lord, revival..
and we expect someone else to do it..

hey,
have you ever looked at someone wearing contact lens before?
i don't know why, but its so interesting...
and i don't mean the awkwardness of an Asian with blue eyes,
but yeah, that IS awkward.. who're you trying to kid?
i cant seem to take my eyes off the eyes of anyone with contacts, its like there's this depth inside that's infinite, and I'm trying to find its end..
NO, its not a turn on, haha.. and its not an obsession and i wont pull someones face to mine just for the sake of eye contact..
its just really nice to look at..

i got this new camera..
no its not a DSLR, wish it was..
its just a point and shoot.. but its still fun..
i had to buy it.. for my com tech assignments..
it didn't cost anywhere near a dslr.. but its still a bomb to me.. yeah, despite cny..
sacrifice..

you know, brown has a thing for me..
no kidding.. i don't know why either.. every time i get something.. its brown..
I'm not that choosy with colours..
fact is, i don't care much about them.. well, unless its something really weird like pink, or purple..
i go more for the quality of what i buy.. and the price, of course..
and its somehow always brown..
my wallet, hand phone..
and now, my camera.. haha..
yeah..

speaking of my com tech assignments,
i think these white lecturers really have a thing against us Asians..
how can you have so much assignments on CNY?
as a matter of fact.. how can you have ANY assignments on cny?
but what they give is what we do..

"yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. That's why its called the 'present'."

well, in short...
i have no idea what to publish on my blog..
so i got everything I'm thinking of..
but hey, its a post right?

i think ive got a tag by someone im suppose to do..
but i forgot about it..
maybe ill find it..
or just continue forgetting about it..

now I'm thinking of what you're thinking..

i look to the hills, where does my help come from?..

God, grant me the grace to except the things i cant change
and the balls to change what i can..

i hate the rain..
just hate it..
i got drenched getting in the bus..
and just when i thought i was dry and safe,
i got wet getting out..
cant the bus driver stop at the shelter?

woke up late somemore..

but most of my work is done, thank you God..
exams in 2 weeks.. and NO study break..

..my help comes from the Lord, creator of heaven and earth.."

lazy to post la..

Bad BAD day..
lots of stuff happened.. things gone missing, getting sick (must be the weather), friends problems (which i care a lot about), assignments.. sigh..
yeah..

no bloggin mood la.. even feel like closing down again..

well I'm looking at the (ridiculously optimistic) bright side of life though.. lol..

at least tomorrow cant be as bad..

PROM, omega party n Chings thing... n my JLSA

HAIHZ.. sry, tired la..
i no ive been dragin this post like 4eva but.. im so sleepy now..
Promise ill fill it up 2mrw, k? wif lots of pics 2..

Gnite, imaginary (interested) reader..