My lil suicidal attempt

haha.. yeah, its about gunung tahan...
im just stressd out, (yes, stress levels arent dependent on how much u sleep...)
mainly bout my climb.. its gona b from Jan31 - Feb9..
9 DAYS of non stop walkin.. upwards..
talk a bout findin an efficent weightloss program..
its SO long, i cant find the whole course on google.. yeah..
well..

C the Merapoh trail? thats where we're gona start.. people with SOUND MINDS would go up n down that same way.. that wud take 4 days.... 2 days up, 2 days down..
the fun part is that the MIDDLE 2 days r so close 2 the summit that there is almost no water at all.. haha.. THE PLEASURE OF PAIN...

tis the course lil (SCHOOLGROUND-CAMPING TOWER-BUILDING USELESSLY-MARCHING) boy SCOUTS wud take just 2 pride themselves in 'conquering' a mountain..

n this is my way down.. this is the more interesting part...

its actually the other way around.. coz Merapoh is the west trail.. n Kuala Tahan's the south trail.. so, yeah..

if u botherd 2 look at the map, theers another peak right after tahan's.. SO THATS GONA B A LOT OF FUN...

then u go down...

n down...

n down 2 Kualu Teku.. thats where we're gona take a detour 2 the "4-step waterfall".. its not in the map, btw..

so um.. by the time we come back 2 Kuala Teku it shud b the 6th day...

then theres the 7 river crossing.. IM NOT TRYIN 2 MAKE THINGS LOOK BAD.. but they just r.. :P

7 rivers.. ever got bitten by leaches b4? thats where u get them..

n wats it like 2 walk with wet shoes 4 days?

IM NOT TRYIN 2 MAKE THINGS LOOK BAD.. they just r :(

after that.. its up again to settle Gunung Rajah.. (diagram mountain.. :p)

N "SADLY" the fun end with going through the 27 HILLS..

27 hills.. 27.. wonder who counted... well then, that ends it..

EVERY NS TRAINEE WILL BEG 2 DIFFER, BUT THIS WILL DEFINITELY BE HARDER THAN GOIN THROUGH NATIONAL SERVICE, TRUST ME..

@#$% YOU...

pls, PLS dun call pastor 2 sit me down for a "chat" after readin that...

you really dun no whats the censored part anyways, do you?

i mean it could mean 'shit'.. 'damn', maybe? the imediate reaction wud be the infamously popular 'f*%K'..

"GASP!! did he just write that !!? kwai lil nvr-miss-a-sunday-in-church hansel just wrote WAT !!?!"

Chill first lar...

thats brings me to the real purpose of this post..

(typical, isnt it? everything i/a-general-guy does always hv 2 b based on purpose)

is there a diference in cursing standards?

is there an ULTIMATE curse?

n other lesser curses?

Interesting

majority of Christian wud say NO based on the fact that 'sin is sin' no matter what attempt to make it look good/ok/acceptable

atheist/freethinkers/considerers wud say YES based on, well...

EXPERIANCE.. (i no i spelt it wrong but wateva la)

Ill bet every1'll 1 2 no (or probably already knew by now) if there were an ultimate curse

(lets just call it UC, if were even gona use it again)

hahaha.. the just-woke-up feeling is SO addictive... i can like think properly now..

anyways

i DONT believe that there is any diference in cursing..

e.g.

'A' drops a pen n goes "F*%k..."

'A' steals 'B's boyfriend... n 'B' goes "Sugar..." :(

if u tel me A meant it more ill tel u uve got ur brain where ur ass should be

..sry..

but does that mean if i cant control my tongue (yet).. i can just go aroun 'F*%k!n' every1?

( haha.. u(n i) wish... )

THEN WHY M I CONTRADICTING MYSELF BY CENSORING 'F*%K' IN THE FIRST PLACE IF IT IZNT ANY DIFREN FRM SHIT?

hence i dont believe sayin 'sugar' or 'rut' disqualifies a person frm cursing

infact, if u look at it this way

curses can b neutralized into normal words

like shit which originally mean feaces

or frm another view

any word can become a curse

like how shit evolved frm feaces 2 a curse

i guess it still goes down 2 what is generally accepted as 'ok'..

i mean, u n i no how to 'tone-down' with our parents and wheneva the situation calls..

wat im typin is not a justification to curse for all, christian n non-christian alike

its to unanimously ban any word frm being perverted

theres no such thing as an ultimate curse..

in a perverted world like this? theres bound 2 b a curse worse than F*%k

its just a matter of TIME

I NEED MORE SLEEP... GOODNITE