"I would like to thank God for..."

Ive got a testimony...

When I started this week, i was sick and broke...

but i got healed.. Thank God...

but before i got healed, i banged up my car against a Nissan Terrano..

So thank God for protection...

And that i didn't have to pay petrol for the rest of the week...

And i don't have to pay for the other car's damages, there were none...

Come to think about it, I didn't have to pay for mine either...

Thank God mom let me off the hook this time...

And after sending my ride for repairs, my dad asked if i needed money...

He said God told him i needed it...

I don't know if he was joking, but he didn't seem like it at the time...

So i thank God, not so much for the money...

But for what my dad said, its really something coming from him...

Then my mom gave me money too...

Thank God even more...

Btw, I'm only bragging God's goodness to me

And then i got my mid-term results...

Thank God for great results, very satisfied...

I learnt not to rely so much on my abilities...

Most of the youth went tracting on Saturday...

And we all asked God to stop the rain for a while...

And He did, for a while... Thank God...

Yesterday:

Oh, i was talking to Yvonne at the foyer bench yesterday after class..
when SUDDENLY..
she got up and started running.. oh yeah.. went ALL the way to the middle of the foyer and bent down..
then ran some more up the stairs opposite side of the foyer..
haha.. as she walked back, it hit me..

she was actually picking up money for an unfortunate guy.. OH...

i know shes not reading this.. but she quoted a bible verse (Matthew 7:12, the golden rule, mind you..) without realising it.. shes not a Christian, btw..

"So in everything, do to others what you would have them do to you"

And through a certain peculiar twist of events..
i found myself walking with an Ayeshah (wierd way of spelling it..) after the bus stopped at OU..
man, she talks a lot.. which was good, i didnt feel like the conversation starter then..
haha.. good time, good time.. lots of jokes.. lots of throwing insults.. fun la..
took lots of stress off that day..

Today:

Part 2 from yesterday..
i found money under a seat at the computer lab..
A LOT of money..
i informed the guy who was seating there.. and HE asked me if it was mine..
i said 'yes'.. AND NOW IM 50BUCKS RICHER!!!

well, no.. not actually..
i said remembered what Yvonne did.. and yes.. conviction..

and i found a pen drive.. 2gig...
THAT, i almost took..
coz i just lost mine and i thought God was being considerably generous.. ;)
but i found the owner.. Thank God.. i leave guiltless..

(im wondering if im being too brutally honest about myself..
it MAY disrupt my image as a youth leader.. hm..
but hey, what 'image' anyways?)

got my results back today.. sorta like a 'report card day' thing..
two b's n one.. haha.. not so good mark.. but, God help me, im trying..

And i have to do community service? waaat..
fun la..

@#$% YOU...

pls, PLS dun call pastor 2 sit me down for a "chat" after readin that...

you really dun no whats the censored part anyways, do you?

i mean it could mean 'shit'.. 'damn', maybe? the imediate reaction wud be the infamously popular 'f*%K'..

"GASP!! did he just write that !!? kwai lil nvr-miss-a-sunday-in-church hansel just wrote WAT !!?!"

Chill first lar...

thats brings me to the real purpose of this post..

(typical, isnt it? everything i/a-general-guy does always hv 2 b based on purpose)

is there a diference in cursing standards?

is there an ULTIMATE curse?

n other lesser curses?

Interesting

majority of Christian wud say NO based on the fact that 'sin is sin' no matter what attempt to make it look good/ok/acceptable

atheist/freethinkers/considerers wud say YES based on, well...

EXPERIANCE.. (i no i spelt it wrong but wateva la)

Ill bet every1'll 1 2 no (or probably already knew by now) if there were an ultimate curse

(lets just call it UC, if were even gona use it again)

hahaha.. the just-woke-up feeling is SO addictive... i can like think properly now..

anyways

i DONT believe that there is any diference in cursing..

e.g.

'A' drops a pen n goes "F*%k..."

'A' steals 'B's boyfriend... n 'B' goes "Sugar..." :(

if u tel me A meant it more ill tel u uve got ur brain where ur ass should be

..sry..

but does that mean if i cant control my tongue (yet).. i can just go aroun 'F*%k!n' every1?

( haha.. u(n i) wish... )

THEN WHY M I CONTRADICTING MYSELF BY CENSORING 'F*%K' IN THE FIRST PLACE IF IT IZNT ANY DIFREN FRM SHIT?

hence i dont believe sayin 'sugar' or 'rut' disqualifies a person frm cursing

infact, if u look at it this way

curses can b neutralized into normal words

like shit which originally mean feaces

or frm another view

any word can become a curse

like how shit evolved frm feaces 2 a curse

i guess it still goes down 2 what is generally accepted as 'ok'..

i mean, u n i no how to 'tone-down' with our parents and wheneva the situation calls..

wat im typin is not a justification to curse for all, christian n non-christian alike

its to unanimously ban any word frm being perverted

theres no such thing as an ultimate curse..

in a perverted world like this? theres bound 2 b a curse worse than F*%k

its just a matter of TIME

I NEED MORE SLEEP... GOODNITE